Self Trust vs. Persecution

Self trust is something many lightworkers struggle with - we are often so used to being gaslit by society, undermined and belittled.

The persecution runs deep. -stemming from eons of this torturous disempowerment - making us doubt ourselves and the power we have to shift our reality, and instead giving our power to another who we deem more experienced etc.

In the early stages of awakening this might look like going to psychics/tarot card readers for answers, following a 'guru' model or cult-like false ascension matrix - even relying too heavily on another practitioner or practice/model outside of our self.

Or perhaps. you've given up hope and faith after your manifestation and prayers are yet to be answered - the divine mind starts to believe the lower human mind - and takes this disappointment as a sign that light work isn't real and doesn't work. This mental state is a real low/deep sadness for a light being as then you are completely disconnected from the light which is primary to your being and mission. It's a tragic and dangerous state of mind to be in, and very common to slip into during the ascension process. It sends us into extreme levels of disempowerment and victimhood blocking the light from coming in.

We must understand that first and foremost, the answers lie within and it's important to establish a connection with this inner guidance as primary.

Know that all of your highest needs and desires (as long as they are in alignment with your mission) have being received and met- they are waiting for you on the other side - it's just navigating the blockages to receive them that produces the delay.

Ask Yourself:

Where can you start to listen to yourself and your body and trust your models? You will know and be guided to what you need in this moment to help you strengthen this connection to your inner guidance and mission...

Perhaps it's working with a certain light practitioner/facilitator, doing a detox or switching up your diet, going to a specific part of the grids, deepening a yoga or meditation practice, adding in herbs or supplements to support the body during the ascension process - what is your light field asking of you? Where do you feel drawn? What is holding you back?

No matter where we are on our journey we each hold the answers to what we need - we must practice not just listening but actioning what is being relayed to us. This strengthens our connection with our guidance and teams of light and lets the light fields know that we are operating from an integral state of being and are an open channel to receive. Once this is noted, it's like a green light that is being issued to receive more and continue further.

This could look like small steps or giant leaps depending on each person's plan and light absorption level. Not one model or mission is greater or better than another - as a lightworker we each have our own unique plan based on our blueprint that has been divinely calibrated. Receiving this with faith, grace and gratitude rather than judgement and frustration will help to unfold our path, model and gifts at a higher rate.

Depending on your energy field and divine plan, we all have a different level of persecution and blockage to uncover. If you'd like to dig deeper into yours to strengthen your own divine connection and intuition, I'm available for support.